“YAWN” - DAGGY MAN
Complete Lyrics.
ON THE NEWS
I’m not much
Hoping I might be soon
Thinking about it I waste another day
Get in touch
I saw it on the news
I might inhabit the thought in other ways
Dreaming up all the things That I could say
Oh my god I got the job
Look at me now
I won’t let it all go now
To my head
Time and space
As it relates to the room
Thinking about it I don’t care anyways
So I move on, like a spy
(So desperately seeking encouragement)
At least of sorts in my own mind.
(There’s no way to get it right.)
I solve the crime of life and time.
(Upon reflection always find)
Oh man I think I got it right
(Still he thinks he got it right this time.)
This time.
FUTURE MAN
I’m crying over little things I am
In the sink on the brink of a wreckage man
Try plying sever separate several ways
Keep condition in remission methylphenidate
In my prison trading symptoms with a dinner plate
And through it all,
I feel so helpless and small.
I’m dying over everything I wait
Make revisions of decisions overspeculate.
Wise advice categorically I state
Go and mingle brittle skittle interpenetrate
Split cognition like magician hyperventilate.
And through it all,
I feel so helpless and small.
Are these my eyes on the screen?
Is that my face in the cup?
Is this my pulse at my fingertips?
Is that my body, struggling to get up?
I wonder,
Is it you or me or us?
Ima make it, A promise to the future man.
Ima make it, I promised you the future man.
THE CONVERSATION
I’m sorry I mumble
You say it makes me hard to understand
I think I’m in trouble
You say I make it hard to lend a hand
You say a sentence like you
Sound like a stranger now unto me though
I mistake your meaning for
An observation of my voice on the phone
Something about the vocal tone.
Isolation, strung like a rope
I’m heaving sobs between the dial tones
Some amazing, syllable throw
Buzzing the blush into your cheekbones
I feel right beside youAnd all alone.
You speak of figures and the picket boom
Then ask for details of the digit kind
I give you numbers and then I assume
You’re in a room without a clock or the time
I hear the fullest stop without resume
But I can’t tell if it’s on your end or mine
The hotel will be serving breakfast soon.
We appreciate your patience.
This year I’m gonna make some changes.
A RELIABLE FIGURE
Address my language to the speaker,
As I describe what I have seen.
And from objective stance position,
Appraise the aspect of my being.
Is it that language shapes existence,
As it relates to what I mean?
I dream of being seen.
Want someone to say to me;
“Oh my goodness you are everything I ever wanted you to be.”
I discovered recently,
If I’m to be
A sentence in the end,
I wish to be the kind that ends in
“A Reliable figure”
Or “Someone that’ll be there for you”.
Someone that you could call a friend
In the end
In the corner sit
Where the knowledge is.
And I entertain myself,
When l I feel the social aspect wanting.
In the presence of myself,
Write a book called let's go
Hunting
For meaning
Or
Some title I’ve never read
Before.
RECIPE FOR BEING
Do you brush your teeth after midnight?
Do you drink a cup of coffee after hours?
Do you take a pill without swallowing water?
Do you do anything out of the ordinary?
Tell me;
Where you find the recipe for being
That is,
So i can identify what’s missing.
Is it something near that I’m dismissing?
Or is it out of reach should i go swimming?
Take a day off from all this thinking
Oh fuck. Panic.
I FEEL DUMB
Come salt my earth
My circumstantial piece of dirt
Their lump of clay your Evening skirt
That god this hurts
From one to one a buzzing hum
Through field of hertz a twilight crumb
A fickle breathe make reach to drum
Some crushed numb love
Where am I without you?
Where am I without you?
I feel dumb.
God I feel dumb
For a natural minute I’m in love
You click your thumbs and I feel dumb
How I feel dumb without your love.
Where am I without you?
I feel dumb
DRAGNET
I do my best me
Gently capitally
Address the mess we
Metaphor for feeling
I ineffectively
Collate ideas it seems
Address the theme,
I can’t seem
To match a word to what I’m meaning
Or say it,
Succinctly.
I need to feed
(We all need to feed)
Primal part of inner beast
Organic bias machine
Fiend for dream of dinner feast
Authorise the thinking being
Am I
I might be
Oh
I lose my train of thought
NUMB
Is it my effort?
Is it the chances I take?
Easier, than staying in the same place
Strike the needle
Gimme some space
I don’t wanna hurt you anyway.
There’s some violence on the way
Out in the wild.
I think I might be numb
(Darling you’re loved I won’t ever give up on you)
Like the people
Gimme a break
I don’t wanna hurt you anyway.
I’m in the present
Tending a frequent complaint
Easier
Than staying in the same place
Questioning, questioning, questioning
Breathe.
Is it even really a problem
Do I have the motivation to change?
I think I might be numb
(Darling you’re loved I won’t ever give up on you)
TO ARRIVE
I Click
Click quick
Need to be there
Before the others arrive
I say to you I see I do realize
I’ve got a lot of things on my mind.
(You always say this stuff to me)
I do see and I agree
But it’s hard for me
When the ego is crowded
And I’m feeling surrounded
And I’m sorry I’m shouting
But I’m nothing without it
(I give it all up
I take it all back
I give it all up
I take it all back)
I get all wrapped in the suit
Heavy inhabit the Fool
You are the antithesis
Heaven is
Pacifist
Alright
Show me a way
I rearrange
Show me the ways I can change
For the minute
I am in it
I am a Quivering dithering blithering
I am an idiot
I know, you know, I know you know
I know you do
I act a fool
When overcome and overrun
(Caught up in the moment
Heard it all before
Caught up in the moment
It’s getting to be a bore)
I do mull it over baby
For a minute
While I’m in it
And I decide to use
The truth that’s opportune to me
SING SWEET TO ME
I wanna drown you out
Not gonna give all my love to your charity
Is it always this hard?
Am I alone as I feel?
Dance for me
Slowly
Transfer the deed
Over to me
Is it always this hard?
Am I alone as I feel?
Dance for me.
Let me hang at the mercy of you beauty
Give me something to hope for
A kiss on the edge of my lips,
Something to be good for.
For a soft minute I forget.
What a caring minute it was.
Is it always this hard?
Am I alone as I feel?
(Am I always, am I always on ya)
AT MY BEST
Am I phoning it in
Lately?
Save it for the write back home
We collectively groan
And on and on
Can’t get out of your pale white sneakers
To leave
And
You confessed
To love me less
Whenever I was ever at my best
At least that's true of you inside my head
Calling collect from where you are
Shook loose
The simian screw
Calls collect aha
You keep forgetting who you are
Truth being
The domino lean
Craves respect
Aha
You help define the other parts
Do I simply begin
Behaving
Bravely for the ones I know?
We collectively grow
And on and on and on
Ripping tickets for some
Three syllable show
Where I can tell
Of how I felt
Together, right
And acting like
Myself
And how it’s true I knew I’d need your help.
I’m aging.
I leave pursuit of the truth
With the tender youth
Behind.
And so consumed with the muse,
Something other than I,
Outside.
And I can say,
I’m happy now to be Alive
LOVE YOU CHILD
All of the city dwellers
Twiddling their thumbs
Counting down the seconds till the reckoning
Of litigation suit to come
All the repeated felons
Chewing their gum
Counting down the minutes to the prison
Of investigation yet to come
Wanting To hear from anyone
Hey I love you child
You make me smile
And on and on
And on and on
All of the bible pushers
Bless-ed in love
Praying down the hours
In their showers
To the heaven-dwelling power above.
Secular sofa cushions
Comforting seat
Spending all their passing weeks
Content beneath
A human not in need of belief
Wanting to hear from anyone
Hey I love you child
You make me smile
And on and on
And on and on
And now I’m at home
With mumma saying hey, hey
You better stay
Stay for a while at least
While speak my piece
And receive on repeat
The words from the tip of my tongue.
You know I love you son.
Oh God I love you son.
All of the words I grew up on
Hey I love child You make me smile
And on and on...
And on and on…
Anon anon...
HOW HIGH?
Real nice
Feet together asking
How high
Do I, need to be to ride?
Some words, strung together act like
Coy Birds
Drifting, pinching at the minds of kings
Of kings, those things.
Those things, of kings, those things
I once had a dream and you were always there to see me through.
Real bright
Eyes together basking
Alright,
Do I, really need a fright?
Clean freaks
Mouths forever gasping
Soft cheeks
Dizzy, dancing at the edge of screams
Of dreams, those screams
Of dreams, those screams, of dreams.
You spend your time among the light
(You’re a heaven centered individual)
I swing my hammer to the sky
(I’m a well cemented individual)
Sentimental and reciprocal
Indivisible
You give me kisses on the edge of my right side
(Sentimental and reciprocal)
(Indivisible)
How I love oh that you see in me a specular guy
(Specular guy in a room to your right)
To reflect in you the substance of a temperature rise
(Reflect in you the substance of a temperature rise)
Tender meetings on the ceiling such spectacular heights
Keep repeating; I’ll be needing you forever alright,
(Oh I hope that’s alright)
By my side.